on the 24th of July 1979 i was born..not in the manger but in Quezon Memorial Hospital where my parents Eduardo and Ma. Luisa resides in Lucena City, quezon Province.i weight 8lbs then…and i know they were happy and proud to see me in their arms. on that very day. i presumed that… until i discovered they were not legally married. and thats what i discover back when i applied for officership.

well…my mother would just tell me then that i spent much my toddler years in the convent where Father Ading our family priest friend took my mother as her cook when their relationship spurs.that was in San Juan, Batangas.

as the priest always told me whenever i visit him at the convent - i would always be on the top of the table when they begin to eat..there - i would pee but the priest always remind his peers to continue eating and dont be disturb of my ambitious pee. and when i start to pooh, then its the time that the priest would get me out of the table and put me on the basin or pale with full of water while he was still cleaning my marks..hahahaha.. i always smile when i remember this thing….thinking how difficult it is for him to do chores…

while still waiting for my mother to come home from run errand…he would put some dead cockroaches on the doorsteps to avoid me from going outside as i wait with my mothers arrival. he would laugh loud when he have this story as always..he didnt even know that me as what i am now, is afraid of the cockroaches then…but not now.hehehehe

i had an old pic with my pet whitey and my godmother in the convent then..that was my only remembrance during those days. i was happy seing my mother on her younger years and me as a baby..but now i didnt know where to get that pic…havent seen it for years since i enter the service.

when i turned three we moved out of the convent coz father fetch us to come home…but few months after my mother sent me to my relatives in Padre Burgos, Quezon where i spent my kiddie years. spending time with my cousins on the shore and having a yaya of my own to take care of me while mother was away - working as i have remembered.

then when im about to take lessons for school..mother married a man and live together and have their child. it was difficult for me to adjust. but i cant do nothing..im just a little girl then. until now..i feel im just a girl…