huh!!!this is the last day of 2008….yes.we have never felt the year 2008 had passed and here we are now —preparing for the coming of 2009…

there are lots of things that happen to me this year and i have treasure all of them. wether its bad and good.those memories have been the way my life should be…i have to learn the ups and down of life or else i wont get mature…

life wasnt so easy like having  a scandalous - BALIK BARIL FUND, having a BEAST boss with a bitch witch as his other woman…its so ridiculous but i gotta have a tough mind to do what is better for me and for the whole army…getting no award in 2 golf tournament and shootfest—i have to be sporstminded this time after all this games was for me to play and experience how was it joining the tournaments…hehehe

this year was also a blessing for me-meeting my father and mother on my birthday, to be engage, to win the golf tournament as champion, getting a tv prize, a big wall clock and a blender for a prize…finished the 3 courses pistol training, the james bond training, to invest, to buy a new lot and got a driving course…awesome!

absolutely this year was really great and oh i wont regret that things have happened this way for me this 2008… i was so blessed and i was so thankful that GOD had given me the strength and the will to do the things i have to this year…

how i wish everything will be good for 2009 too…like - graduating on my MPA, advance course, getting promoted, and wedding? and a baby..hahaha…thats all i wanted for 2009..God give me the strength, the  will and the power to do this..thanks a lot for the year 2008!!!mwuahhh

do u wonder when u meet a beast and a bitch at the same time? what would u feel? how would u react? can u manage to mingle with them? huh!

i bet u wouldn’t.and that im surely would make ur head aches, adds another white hair and a line of wrinkle on ur face…isnt that bad? and mix it with the RHIP and u will want to say —-grrrrrrrr… well… thats what we felt right now with the boss we have. a beast and a bitch in ONE. yes! u have heard and read it right. big letters - ONE. i couldnt help stare and give them an eye coz they are here in the office… doing things that arent supposed to be done here..UNETHICAL, UNPROFESSIONAL, IMMORAL, and so u name it…i cant bear what they are doing on here…

first they wont call us when they were eating- even if we are starving- they wouldnt give a damn to give us a call to join them.so what i done is buy a snacks and dont give them a piece.

second is the old bitch witch is coming in the office without greeting us nor giving a ‘HI and keeps on coming in and out of the office.whew!seems she was one us in the office.and so when she came here without greeting us i always ask my officemates about the time and in a loud voice. on the second time she noticed that i always ask time when she was here–she stare at me and i look back at her…i look at her as if i want to tell her GET OUT UR NOT AUTHORIZE TO STAY HERE.hahaha!

third is that they both sleep in the office until from 1800H to 0430H in the boss room.huh!they got a new motel on our office ha!and take note—doesnt they know that this is an office not a MOTEL!!!where is their head?they are really out of their mind!damn those bitch and beast!

the fourth offense they have done is that the bitch witch change our format in reporting!whew!so unusual!she was degrading our office and yet our boss is fine with what she is doing!huh!my officemates even called her —the new CIVILIAN employee and deputa- yes she acts like more a wife but she was just a other woman of our beast boss..whew!this hell…really hell…

fifth is that our service vehicle was used by the damn old bitch as her vehicle and we as personnel of the office cant use it.well, do u think it is appropriate to do that…and so she got a word from me yesterday coz i really want her to know that she wasnt authorized to use any of the property of the office…i tell her that the driver was out and i have sent a ran errand for the activity.and voila!the boss came for her to catch up!he asked me about the driver and i said it too..i have no choice but to sent the driver coz everything were preoccupied with office works. afterall what i have done is in connection with the work and not for my personal needs.hmmp!they have got a angst words from me…

i was just observing everything….their moves, behavior, actuations —everything…and yet there are people who wants me to give them the benefit of the doubt.and being the junior i have to obey.

and i was about to laugh a loud yesterday when our new ADC happens to visit our office and yet she was here.she looks like a helpless mammal and before the visitor came she disappear..dont know where she was…hahaha…and she came back

yes, we keep our mouth shut from the start until now…but i couldn’t take it into my mind at all..i feel i would burst like a fire that  comes in the tip of my cal.45 and i cant say whats on my mind thats why i write here. afterall this is where my thoughts are. i was just confident that i can make this things out. but my crazy and beast boss is too much a whore.if only i have the rights to say what i want to i wuld have it..but i wasnt fit to do it. so i stay just where i am now.just dont give me a damn shit and i would never give them a chance on me..hmp!they would get what they are looking for. but im sure i wont let them spare some extra viand when they give me a damn shit they doing…

im sorry if u noticed that i have been talking bad things here but u must knew how exhausted we are here and im just speaking out the mind my office mates have too…even our deputy doesnt like him anymore so what should i do?

i hope i can do something for this..i hope i can make a difference.God will be my shelter and my strenght and i know it.

huh! havent u feel how it was to be in the enemys area?

the intensity that have been running through my veins get me weak and nervous and yet i have to compose my self to SURVIVE. yes u read it big. SURVIVE!

learning how to do the tricks like jerry does when tom run after him…hahaha.

im a survivor really..hehehe.. a great adventure in my part and i have again release some adrenaline!