well..this is really a past event in my life but i cant help it when i dont have any thing to write on here. its uneasy for me when i cant write whats on my mind. thats why, i really have find this time to do this in order to recuperate myself…so this is it……………………..

everyday i always find it normal as well as on holidays especially on my birthday.

a birthday to me is just a normal day to celebrate my day at least attending the mass is a must celebration for me. i will fulfill myself with such joy that the Almighty God has sent me on my natal day.

since i enter the service, i see to it that i can celebrate my birthday.of course i know and its normal that i have to celebrate it alone - means —–no mom and dad on my side to join me. in one or two word –NO FAMILY.

i find it a reassurance to celebrate with my new found family - the DIAMOND TROOPERS…one moment of hybernation makes my heart smile a bit when i celebrate my birthday in the mountainous area of agusan del sur and i have to go out with security in order to attend the mass. and guess where i celebrate my day? its in a restaurant with just the security and me. i havent used on bisayan foods then but well i need to eat those food i ordered. but well its just another day for me and i felt blessed.then i have celebrated was with the stingers troopers and ladies who have volunterred to cook for me as their gift. well, its a very good one…celebrating birthday with them makes me complete. adding a year with them and a year.

the next thing that i find myself in the hospital with the chowking menu on my bed was in 2006 where i met my respected officer whom joyfully join me to celebrate my birthday at vluna.it was a unexpected birthday i have but as always im so thankful that i have recovered from my illness. i got a big bear from tatay whom i havent seen for 17years then. and when i turned 28 i celebrate my big day with great joy coz i have seen my friends who really care about me and my theme then is to thank that i have not been hospitalized for a year.

and now that i have turned 29 its a very very special day for me. its the time when i met mom and dad. dine with them, talk while taking a walk and of course my dream of having a family pics
came true. yes that was the most awaited chapter of my life.having a pic with my mother and father.it seems that were really close. it was a wonderful experience if u really care and someone cares about u although its not complete i sink myself in it..hahaha…well that very day JULY 24, 2008 is a date to remember with me. a time of the most awaited chapter in my life. i havent figured out then what would i feel then but my parents seems blank when i tell them on that day that were going to have pics and dine.just for once.just for my birthday and i m so happy that they were so reluctant to accept my invitation.

thanks GOD for the gift. a very great gift. i really love the gift and i appreciate it. indeed, that was a very special day for a kind of me.

today i had another milestone in my life…..

a thing that i want to do but im afraid and i think i lost my confidence then but now…i have conquered it..i know i can do it thats why i tried. and now I MADE IT!

i call it the first  burst of fire because this was the first time i compete as a shooter in the firing range with all walks of life were there. rich and richer and richest were there. although my caliber 45 wasnt in their lifestyle today, i take it as a pride for me since i have the guts to fire my first burst in the range..

yes, this was another milestone in my life which i consider as one of my achievement in life. we can go further in life if we didnt try it. we must have the will to exert effort on the things that we want to do. and i have proven that to myself. everything is  possible when we try our best, when we give our best, when we think we can we can do it.

im so thankful i got that will today..thank u so much LORD for giving me this. i love you