it was a two days exam where i have my own review.

a 15 days review everyday in the early mourn…yes it was a sacrifice one just to review  for this exam…i’ve been conquering the mourning breeze with the attitude of taking all of the subjects in my mind. for that 15 days i avoid running in the morning, playing golf every wednesday and tending/watering my plants…

for me it was a big sacrifice….no other person taught me of anything about the subject matters included in the examination. i have made my own..that was so unusual…things have been mine for that exam. i cant ask anything from my classmates coz they got other course than mine. imagine being left in the class for almost two years…hahaha. theres no one to ask for that exam. no one to help except me and the guidance of the great God.

when i got the exam all were new…there were no familiar face for me…they were all busy answering their work…..i just prayed before i stared in the questionnaires given to me.. i wished then that i could answer at least for a passing grade..that was all i asked of..

when i opened the envelop today i wish i passed..i felt a little bit nervous.and boila!! i got a 1.25, 1.5 and 2 for those subjects not having a  2.25 failing grade. i got no red grade..hahaha. thanks for the prayers that have been heard and the sacrifices i made.

what shall i ask more when passing the examination would make me complete…this is really one of my achievement….thanks God. this was a early birthday present for me….im so happy and proud of myself again. thanks again dear Lord for giving me this to me. i love you so much

oh yeah..its ten days more to go and i’l have the dream of my life……meeting my father and mother on my birthday!!! yahoooo!!!

i feel excited but nervous.i heard drums beating in my heart but i dont give much attention on it…

until today i havent figured out what would i say or do when we met…my BIG DAY. that  was really a 10 days to go. i got no activities yet my father says we got to mall or go to a divine mercy then eat some over there…hehehe..i havent thought of anything…for sure…maybe i’ll cry or just stare on my parents. i dont see myself talking much as i used to be. i havent really have the guts to do so..maybe staring and keeping the memories is the least i can do… i just really need to look at them, take pictures of us (threesome) yeah! the three of us..ohhhh

i cant really explain what i felt today….im so damn a nerd now…hahahaha

well..God will keep me in his guidance…i know it. HE will guide me what would i do…

Will have a great personality…why?

Personaltiy is there when life is fun.

Personality is there when money is tight or gone.

Personality is there when a crisis arises.

Personality is there when life changes course.

Personality is there when you grow old.

Personality is there when the little things matter.

Personality is there before, during and after an argument.

Personality is there when it is time to make up!

Speaking of make up, when a man does something wrong, and he can admit to it (apologizes) …that is a major plus in my book!

thats my name in japanese….hehehehe

oh well….this is really stupidity…
i wish i am not like this…
it really embarassed me everytime she mentions things that i have done for her own good.. that sucks and really makes me frown like i have taste a sour vinegar.

but well a friend tell me that
    "condition yourself to accept her stupidity"
i will try this.