ohhh…here i am again.trying to mesmerize what i had done for the past days, weeks and month. yes, i was battling with time as always. time which we cant get it back again. it has to move on no matter what we do for a certain period…time will still go on..

so as with our own life we must go on and on and on like time. because time wasted is life wasted.thats true..reminiscing the time i have wasted makes me frown a bit. means i havent done what are supposed to do. yes. sometimes i go lazy like hell. no one can move me when im on that aura.hahaha.but well…i know that i have to go with my life. sometimes i feel numb, empty and helpless but thats all part of life to be mature and to have a plan for the future.

planning like retiring on 2035.
        - to take up CGS/MNSA on 2021.
         - in luzon area 2020 up to retirement.
        - to be a senior officer assigned in area command 2014
        - visayas area 2012.
        - buying car  2010.
        - settling down  2009.
        - buying laptop for my advance and MIOC 2008.
        - finish advance scuba diving and to have a handicap 2007.
         - give a gift for my mother (lot) 2006.
         - getting a masters degree  2005.
        - finish basic specialization course 2004.
        - buying condominium unit 2003.
         - buying lot 2003…

this were my plan and im glad i had accomplished some of them..if not on time at least i got it. i have learned to set things for me..at least for myself coz i know theres no one than me would plan for my next steps.

i remember, one of my healthy conversation with my partner (future BM) he asked me if i had accomplished what i want.and i immediately answered YES! with the help and the guidance of God i made it (hehehe). and im proud to say i’ve learned my way and accomplished what i planned for my future.

learning about life and what it has have been my guide. we only have to keep on tracking on the things we done wrong so we wont repeat it or else we wont improve. life never been an easy thing to dealt with. it needs the mastery of how an individual sculp her/his future. it doesnt depend on what family status she/he came from but on how he battled life for her/his own improvement. life wont be messy if you look at it as your own path.

this were just the things i have learned in life. i cant be here when i let my environment affect me. that’s true…life is just a  matter of choice. of how we dealt on it and the rest were in the guidance of our creator.

we have to move as the clock takes it tic-tac on the wall. its like our heartbeat that says live life as long as your alive!!!mwuah!