AM I READY? yes that lingers on my mind since he came here…yes he came in my life and was at first content on what we have. me and him…him and me…thats all.

i was mesmerized on my used-to-myself life…. i dont know what to say when he ask me about it…i was really afraid.am i?

Afraid that i may lose him and im afraid that i may lost my own world when i accept him to my life.then left without anything left for me.in my whole life.that means forever until the last breath of my life.yes thats the exact thing that it was called for.and i dont know why. i dont know ehy i have feel this.this really is not good…im not feeling that fine.

i hope that one day, i’ll be ready to accept this things in my life…i hope by then im READY..