huh!i just look around me and found out that i am lost…im actually lost…

yes, this isnt the way i want everything to happen. yesterday, when i get to work, i find the lights are not on….chairs are scattered everywhere…curtains are not well arrange…tables were dusty…garden was…oh my….there are lots of things that doesnt belong to the plants…hey, this stupidity! i never thought it would go for a worse situation like now. this things makes my head aches much…yes, it is! im the kind of person that doesnt want things to get bad….i have to keep it good as long as i can but what have done in the office was out of my vocabulary….i let them do what they do but it seems they never know how to do what have had told them once. this is crazy! how i wish i can change them…it really sucks! i go home last night with a heavy heart because of it…they dont work instead, watch us, watch a movie and listen to gossip….hey! arent they didnt know that they are not a soldier like us! huh!
if i can only punch or kick them i would do it…what i said is what i want….aargggh!and they keep doing wrong things.huh! i dont like the way everything goes on here. and i told my chief that they have to keep up or else i will let them go.

well, i have to work on it…coz i know i have a part of it…i let them do what they are supposed to do.but well, its doesnt suit my standards.. cleaning things are not enough, you’ve got to take care of it.in order to have it that last for years…and u know…they doesnt care about it.. gosh! doesnt they know that if those things were broken its hard to get it again…it needs a lot of perspiration, lots of saliva to get the approval and a very hard thought to sue them…Joe, i cant bear it that way!

its not yet the end.. i have to work on it…work and let them do the best…oh well, that needs goodluck for me…hehehe