new year, new beginning, new happiness!!!

thats what we have to do this year…and probably not for just a day but for the whole year round.

well, for me it is.we have to be better this time…specially me…i hope i can finish my masteral this year, hope to have my good handicap record and to be good in my interview for ETAD and promotion..huh!!!

theres so much to do. and well,2007 is out and 2008 is in so we must keep going!!!

christmas…is just spent its day with me…hehehe
well, i spent my christmas early…

dec 5 was the culmination of Week for Peace celebration were we exchange gifts (between muslim and christians…
dec11 was my first christmas party attended…my group dance the ducky ducky quack quack.
then on the 14th, we presented our beautiful girl dance to the ladies of the diamond troopers…

while on the 19th the cheering squad that i lead have our first presentation to the troopers.huh! i was really nervous because im the the leader, but well, thanks God it was awesome. it was a great performance and all were amaze on us on how we do it… (well, i have mostly done all the things on it—from the uniform design and its color, funds for the uniform, some dancing steps…while mostly i have ask my members other steps to add up, the formation and well all the practices that we have before the dday). its really great to know that i have my own achievement on my own way and people recognize it…i am thankful that my members were all cooperated with me.this performance would not be done well without them listening to what i want them to do….hehehe..sometimes i maybe rude but i just think for the group and well, im just a human being…im not a perfect being.
well, anyway i congratulate every members of the sexy army cheering squad for a job well done…hope we will be far more better next time…

21st is our decentralized christmas party and i spent much of my time i the bank— well its a job so i have to do it. sleeping on the coach in the bank all day while waiting for the money…and then spent sometimes with my officemates afterwards and the badminton club…its a heavy day but at least i have done what i have to do..

on the 22nd went to duka bay for the dive with some of the members of the cheering squad..they went on snorkeling and me on my advance dive training the search and rescue, adding up the navigation training..huh! it was a hard navigation with nothing to look up to—its a dessert! whew!ended up with a morning dive the next day for a graduation dive…

then on the 24th i went to valencia to spent my christmas day with my  friend and ended up in a waig resort in maramag, bukidnon. it has a cable car and a big slides going to the pool…




well, i really love the place but its hard to be there…hehehe.u’ve got to check it out for u.
dec 26 is my golf day….i’ve got 18 holes and i scored 45..whew, have to practice more so i can play in the next tournament… this pics were all awesome…i have a great score on this pics…hehehe. i play well on this day and im so happy to know and notice it on my performance.. met a retired US airforce pilot and have great talk about golf…and on the 15th hole i lost my great ball–its a new callaway ball…i’ve search for it but we cant see it there…i havent lost a ball in the lake but i lost it in the grasses.hehehe. i hope next time its far more better…uha!




well, well, well, this christmas vacation is so great and i love it…spending it on my own is really great plus the adventure and fun that im always looking forward on it…i think i need a long christmas break…hehehe…coz today im back to work…whew!well, i just love to have fun and discover my own self satisfaction…

its all because God loves me much!!!mwuahhhh

explore…explore.explore

9 days before christmas….we might not want it but the time keeps on revolving like a bullet….hehehe!

christmas is really here….parties…. gifts…. joys and laughters…cool  morning breeze…caroling and the dawn mass celebration have been laid off…
well. what we’re going to do with it…of course theres nothing to do but tho celebrate it…and enjoy the fun out of it..hehehe!!! well, i hope so….good thing i have attended the first dawn mass…well, im just hoping to finish it if i can…whew!

huh!i just look around me and found out that i am lost…im actually lost…

yes, this isnt the way i want everything to happen. yesterday, when i get to work, i find the lights are not on….chairs are scattered everywhere…curtains are not well arrange…tables were dusty…garden was…oh my….there are lots of things that doesnt belong to the plants…hey, this stupidity! i never thought it would go for a worse situation like now. this things makes my head aches much…yes, it is! im the kind of person that doesnt want things to get bad….i have to keep it good as long as i can but what have done in the office was out of my vocabulary….i let them do what they do but it seems they never know how to do what have had told them once. this is crazy! how i wish i can change them…it really sucks! i go home last night with a heavy heart because of it…they dont work instead, watch us, watch a movie and listen to gossip….hey! arent they didnt know that they are not a soldier like us! huh!
if i can only punch or kick them i would do it…what i said is what i want….aargggh!and they keep doing wrong things.huh! i dont like the way everything goes on here. and i told my chief that they have to keep up or else i will let them go.

well, i have to work on it…coz i know i have a part of it…i let them do what they are supposed to do.but well, its doesnt suit my standards.. cleaning things are not enough, you’ve got to take care of it.in order to have it that last for years…and u know…they doesnt care about it.. gosh! doesnt they know that if those things were broken its hard to get it again…it needs a lot of perspiration, lots of saliva to get the approval and a very hard thought to sue them…Joe, i cant bear it that way!

its not yet the end.. i have to work on it…work and let them do the best…oh well, that needs goodluck for me…hehehe

i wake up this morning thinking of just two things…christmas time and me being alone again…

oh……i never thought i would feel it again…coz i promised not to
think about it..but it keeps coming over me…i dont know why, maybe
because the spirit of christmas was in the air…anyway, im trying to
figure out what will be my christmas will be…afterall, i have so much
things to do before christmas…think this…i have never finished my
advance diving and i should put it in my list…practically i had 3
more dives to go… next is my oral defense of chapter 1 of my thesis
which is really my priority, then the cheering leading as one of my
compliance to CS, 4ID. then the golf tournament ( CG, 4ID instructions)
and the handicapped that i should have to attain before the next
tournament comes.huh!then i have this shooting club that i have to
think much of because i think im so deficient on it already…its the
best weapon that i can use now that i felt im aging…ahhhh…see, my
knees aches again (coz it rainy days…its called the sign of maturity
and the product of being stubborn..hahaha).thats what i’ve got from the
stupid karate tournament that  i joined back in high school.

well…well… well…this are the things i have to do before
christmas…plus the things that i have to buy for presents for my
family, friends, godsons and daughters…it requires a long list of things to buy but i hope i have the budget for that..hehehe.

well, this christmas really burden me some..but not my whole self..and i’ve got an early christmas gift this year…u know what it is? me and my buddy Tin2 won the ladies double in badminton and we are declared champion.that was a gift for me but it has a prize…it was a BADMINTON RACKET!!! yes, it was and i have just recieve it…now, i’ve got two rackets….one from my former boss who teach me how to play badminton and a souvenir for being the champion at the tournament…

well…well …well….although im bad sometimes i have really mys shared of happiness in this world of life that i have taking..and thanks God i’ve got so much things to do and thinking of it will just required me a minute or two…hehehe…