its a wonderful day…and i started my day right…

beating the clock up at the wall i wake up and found myself putting on my jogging shoes and heading outside the quarters…alas it was a beautiful day for me!

as i went off the road i sip up some fresh air that i have been looking for days! it was so fresh that i have never thought i was about to finish the track without having myself a sweat….so i decided to jog some until i finish one round and gasping for air…then i found myself on the highway…enjoying the smell of the hot pandesal and olah! i bought some of that and went off to the golf driving range….have some talk and paid my first set of golf….yes…the golf set might be a second hand but it was my first set and im looking forward to gain a trophy on that.hehehe.

its been early so i decided to have some dirty works….yes…dirty as in mmmmmmmmmuuuuuddd!what are u thinking ha?anyway, i got my tools and put on my gloves to do the gardening and i find myself humming on the sunshine that my body enjoys while i work in the soil.

i love to see the sun and myself on the track…been waiting for the day today and im so thankful that the sky had opened their window for me….thank u.thank u.thank u.mwuah!

its been raining for almost 3 days and i have been like a wet bird
staying at my room…yes..u get it..i hate it…

rainy days makes me sick and
uneasy.but i can do nothing with it..

at least it helps me not to wake up in the morning to water my plants but it makes me lazy.yes. i hate waking up late in the morning…i really hate it.i cant move with what i want to do for the day…its terrible!see…i cant take a walk or jog…i cant even have my wednesday date at the driving range to carry out and practice more my swing.and it sucks my guts…

my week is not complete. it really was…i feel lame…yes, i feel it specially when i feel the coldness inside me…i shiver…my whole body was almost weak…my back pain and my knee aches much thats why i hate it…uh!this is really frightful…oh i dont know if i can last at this…i need some heat…and the days have not been good for me…i have not seen and felt the sunshine that makes my day energetic and leave me with an sneezy nose..really i hate it…but its the nature who brought it. and i will always says i can do nothing with it. i should practice myself now that the rainy season is here again…i have to move on…hey, where i can buy the sun?can u tell me where it is?

same salary but additional duty..
huh! anyway i enjoy it most and i really appreciate it that people around me wants me on the job they had given me….
im just afraid that they wont let me out here…hahaha….

im now a millionaire being the DO  of the HHSBn…and its good only for an hour and my money was gone….hehehehe

im now a leader…..being in the platoon every formation is a must for every soldier and i think im better on it…soldiers and civilian employees appreciate me much…and im too tahnkful that i’ve got a good feedback on it… i only wish it that way..but i know sometimes people makes mistakes and i must be prepare for it….huh!

im a cheerleader…..now that they discovered the presentation we’ve done last sept 27 and the Chief of Staff ordered me to have my team organized into a cheering squad…anyway, what i can do for it—– is just to accept it…but i know i need everybody’s cooperation on it…and that what i was looking for now at the team…hope we will succeed.

im an usherette and now a designer…hahaha..but with the help of the computer..although i’m fond of sketching, computer assistance is a must now…hahaha. my friend Frank Butterfield from USMarines told me that its good to used  Adobe program on it….but you know im not that articulate to use the Adobe…anyway, i hope i can make some training on it or study it for myself for future use.

yes there are so many changes and its an additional work but i’ve got no additional pay..anyway, im in the army and the army needs me…i should serve the army as long as it needs me and my talent!uuuuHAH!

oh why, oh why…its the only thing i can ask…oh why oh why..what have i done?
why is it happening….this is such a

hooop!

yes i  came from vacation…and its good to be back i hope…
theres a lot of paper works to catch up and im set for that… ………or its just not my day…but i guess it was…
i begin the week with a smile and i attended the flag raising with the 4 rounds pass-in- review with my new shine combat shoesss! whoah!theres nothing to worry coz im at this profession…
of course, i did my best and my platoon dont get any bad comments from the too loud and noisy upperclass and im thankful for that. im too happy about the performance of the platoon….and i guess thats the start would be until the end of the day for me.
there were bulks of paper to read and a crowded table to arrange and organize so i left my mind working to do it. and i’ve finish doing it..but giving me a task to brief without any reading is a big NNNNNNNNNOOOOOOOOO to me. but the boss wants me to do it and leaving me behind —d r a i n— what are u suposed to expect on me who came from vacation and rushing up things early in the morning and then whatt? let me do the thing that u are responsible with…. thats craziness…of course i cant do nothing about it…im still a junior no matter what…i have to obey and obey…we dont have the capacity to ignore the upperclass… but this boss is real crazy he doesnt want to hear opinions of others thats why he work as if he really knows everything about in the service..and then came here…he put me in a mess…gosh!!! i want to melt down….even the next ranking on him doesnt know what to do!!! this is really crazy..thats why im so afraid having a vacation…i sense it that there might be something bad that will happen when i came back and it does….right unto my face!!this is shameful and oh so may i say hilarious….its a verdict…
this is the prize of non cooperation and uncoordinated work and slap on my face right in the middle of the people….it sucks!!!yes it sucks and knowing the funds that i intend for payment for a credit are all on his pocket and didnt even mention about it at time before he left makes me feel like im an idiot.im responsible for the funds and he dont even care how it would mess me up!!thats really a terrible thing…

i may say it gets me down..yes, get me so low morale because of it and i said to myself i have to give up on this..either change my office or change my unit..after all im already serve 5years and half here but thinking the personnel i will left makes my heart more hurt. because i knew im the only one they look up to. they work because they knew i was there to support them when the big boss get crazy…ohhh, i hate it but i have to stay more..i have to accept that everything that you want wont come into reality as you would like it to be…there is really something terrible that conjoin the good things u have in life and i got it in here….so be patient and accept it…there will come a time that i can be free from this…whew!!!!its a crushed world