gosh!last night i have receive a message which i actually doesnt expect but of course it came in….it was from a sis of my ex bf.telling me that her bro wants to get annulled with her wife because the child they have right now is not his.and she wants me to attend her son’s baptismal but i refuse because her bro will be there.

yes, i still love my ex but the mere fact that he is already married make my nerves jerk.although there are plans for annulment with his wife. i have no time to give them and be part of the problem. i have given up my love from him since the time he did not give me time to give his part but left me alone.i dont want to destroy my life for him and its his time to harvest what he have done to me…
im sorry if i become so nerd about this…i just want to let this things out in my system.

i wont allow this time that anyone will spoil up the tranquility of my life right now. i enjoy the way everything has been in my life and im thankful that i have survive.

i have other things to focus than this non sense…first my self… my work…my thesis. my comprehensive exam, scuba diving, my golf,my badminton and my health. my family and my future family…i have no time for him this time. i was used that he is out of my life and i have my own right now.

i just have to ask the Lord for the guidance with this little problem i have in life. i can solve it but i need the divine guidance so i wont be out of way. so help me God.