im happy to mention that i have endured all bad weather that comes my way….
yes, i am…and im thankful for what i have done with the guidance of the Lord….im so thankful as in super thankful…

and i know all i have to do is work it out good all the way. thanks much

gosh!last night i have receive a message which i actually doesnt expect but of course it came in….it was from a sis of my ex bf.telling me that her bro wants to get annulled with her wife because the child they have right now is not his.and she wants me to attend her son’s baptismal but i refuse because her bro will be there.

yes, i still love my ex but the mere fact that he is already married make my nerves jerk.although there are plans for annulment with his wife. i have no time to give them and be part of the problem. i have given up my love from him since the time he did not give me time to give his part but left me alone.i dont want to destroy my life for him and its his time to harvest what he have done to me…
im sorry if i become so nerd about this…i just want to let this things out in my system.

i wont allow this time that anyone will spoil up the tranquility of my life right now. i enjoy the way everything has been in my life and im thankful that i have survive.

i have other things to focus than this non sense…first my self… my work…my thesis. my comprehensive exam, scuba diving, my golf,my badminton and my health. my family and my future family…i have no time for him this time. i was used that he is out of my life and i have my own right now.

i just have to ask the Lord for the guidance with this little problem i have in life. i can solve it but i need the divine guidance so i wont be out of way. so help me God.

1-first thing in the morning if i haven’t any sched for the day - i
water and cultivate my plants; 2nd - play golf; 3rd - to take a mile
walk
2- was born out of wedluck…im the only child but  got 5
siblings on my mother side and 4 at my father side - thats all 9!huh!
what a big family
3-my life is a mess when i didnt go to church every sunday
4-i don’t want loud and complaining persons. coz its ur life that ur making, not anyone
5- i don"t like the smoke of the cigarette as well as the black smoke that coming from ur ass
6-i haven’t have a doll since childhood
7- i dont eat pork and chicken but i crave on all fruits and vegetables at the table.
8-i havent had a birthday celebration with my father and mother both on my side
9-i cant sleep without reading a verse in the bible
10-im a freak and a rocker when i sing a song - - my fave all the time song is "its my life"
11-i hate vacation thats why i stayed in camp as always even if im the only one left in
12-i got my first teddy bear from my father at the age of 27
13-my first gift from my mother is a sony cassette player and a song book way back 1995
14-my mother usually brings me fruits back in college
15-when my mother didn’t attend my high school graduation i eat one liter of chocolate ice cream to melt my temper
16-my first taste of red wine was when i join the ROTC and the most hard one in SROC
17-love to see love-comedy movies and cartoons when caught bored
18-my bestfriend save me in a pool back in college coz he knows im like a dog swimmer..hehehe
19-i always cook pulutan back in college and the great maid after the drinking session coz i dont drink
20-my acting talent was seen when we have the drama subject back in elementary
21-i’ve drawn for my crush back in grade six abut i punch him when he ask me if i got a crush on him…hehehe
22-
i always have been in trouble back in elementary,i punch my classmate
in his two front teeth back in grade 1, grab the shirt of my seatmate
back in elementary and another one in the nose in grade 6, i was sent
to principal’s office and was transfered to other school in the city
everytime i do it and i havent got an honor in elementary because of
this
23-i always catch a snake… in the tree everytime i’d go on
picking guavas back in elementary, at the mosquito net when i was still
4 years old and at my foot back in college
24-i always wanted to go
in the river to catch small fishes, shrimps and crabs. that after the
catch i have lots of linta on my feet and legs…huh
25-i sang in a choir in grade 3 and our school win (i was in a bamba outfit that time)
26-i plump in the rice field and get myself full of mud (that was my first time and have not return back) i love to be in the mud
27-im
a stalker of my crush back in high school (start 1st year to 4th year)
gosh! Jenny Miller was my schoolmate back in high school whom my crush
adore (huh).but it paid off because i was always on top of the class…and i have once in love and thats forever
28-when
i catch any kind of insects, especially mosquitoes and ants who bites
me i always dissect  and put it in pieces until it lost breath