oh God does this things have to happen this way?
i dont like this things….it means that i have not done the right thing while fact…huh! i dont know and yes… i knew about those things happening here? but im still in the middle of haluccination…or confused? whoah! what happened?! this is it…
yes, and i must be prepared on what will be the next and ohhh, im pretty sure it will come in due time so i must be on guard. really on guard…boooooooooooh! i must be.
things change so rapidly that i have never imagine that it had come…
i cant take another mistake for that….it must be good next time…good and perfect.
it must be and will come through the smallest hole to make sure it wont spill out.grrr.
something must be change…

yes…this is it! and i’m glad i made it just as simple it was to be… thanks God coz he guides me as always.
this is what i want to be. simple and comfortable where i work and what i’ve been doing. anyway everything are going smooth and i hope everything would be fine and okay…
hope that  i can make the things what i wanted to from the start…
hey, i only got 8 saturdays to finished my two subjects in masteral and after that i have just to take up one more subject, a comprehensive exam and a thesis to make so i can make the graduation. hope i can do it and with the help of God i knew i can do it.
i want this things up so i make sure i can finish this things.
whew! everything are smooth.and i don’t have headache for this…
hey, this is i want to be and thats what i want to happened to myself.
just as simple as i can be…this is it! simple!